T.JC.H.S. (1987 - 2007)
So... damn lil brother. you know in my mind i was envious of your death. but i see that it was not your time. i really do miss you.
i do. i love you.
mom. i never really knew you but... here i am. i have always said bad things about you,... but... I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. MY VOICE WILL NEVER HIT YOUR EARS...i barely remember your voi ce. I WANT MY VOICE TO HIT YOUR CPOOUNSIOUSCE LIKE A BAG OF BRICKS!!!!
BUT ALAS. MY MOM ISNT LISTENING. AS MUCH AS I LOVE HER AND WANT HER TO BE WITH ME.... THE DIED IN 1987.
4 years...
Dam lil brother... I miss you. WE miss you.
Shay talks about you alot despite you only being in her life for such a short time.
Thats the impression you made on her.
It still aches my heart when i think of the way you left us.
There was so much left undone between us.
So many things left to do, to say, to laugh at...
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